happy mother’s day!
happy mother’s day!!!yeah, the first in my life…last year, i got a few mother’s day wishes from my frens too, but at that time i was heavily pregnant with jihan (mom -to-be)…alhamdulillah..being a mom is tough after all….challenging, but i love it….there are times that i feel a lot stressed up coz my little baby is so nakal!!!!i’m so tired chasing her around, following her climbing up the stairs, wrestling with her while putting on her diapers or clothes….sometimes, i pity her…at times i wasn’t able to be with her, to comfort her when she was scared, to soothe her up when she was sick….but alhamdulillah, my baby jihan is not the type yg susah nak jaga…since she was a small baby, she rarely makes me having sleep deprivation at night coz she seldom woke me up in the middle of the night to breastfeed or change her nappy…she’s a good girl… i always miss her when i’m oncall….i miss her adorable smile and her smell..bucuk but i love it…..she has a lovely smile….the first thing she’ll do when she wakes up from sleep is smile…a sweet one….
i’m proud of myself that i successfully breastfeed jihan for 6mths+ exclusive tau!!!she never touches formula milk at all…everything was from mama’s breast!…it was a real tough job…i had to kept on pumping my milk out at work, during oncalls, just to make sure my baby had sufficient expressed breastmilk…..our freezer was full of jihan’s "ice cream"..i really miss that moments…the bond between us was so strong…now, i tried a few times giving her my breast but she rejected it…uwaaaa….so sad laaaaa…
happy mother’s day to mak too…we became close after our maid of 15 years quit…our only maid was like a 2nd mom to us…anyway, at that time mak had to do everything by herself and at that time we had to help her out…our routine changed…no more goyang kaki…our relationship grew close when she was diagnosed to have lymphoma….she was a strong lady….i never see her cried or feeling depressed when she was down with her illness..she went thru 6 cycles of chemotherapy and alhamdulillah now she’s over with it…she is a hardworking lady, now a pengetua…she’s a supermom!
she was there when i i broke up with my boyfrens…ahahahhaha…let’s nature takes its course…tha’s her words to me when i was frustrated with my love life….ekkekekekeke…somehow, with her prayer, i met my wonderful husband now, asrul abdul wahab….
i owe her a lot….even though sometimes i’m quite annoying, i know that deep inside her she’s proud of me….without her i’m not as what i am today….i still need her to guide me thru my motherhood…
thanks mak…eventhough i didn’t prepare anything special for you today (post call yesterday), it’s the thought that counts….everyday is a mother’s day….
i got a surprise from my baby jihan and my hubby when i got back from oncall today…they made a multimedia presentation for mother’s day….thank you so much…muah!!!!!and jihan said a lot of mama..mama…rather than papa…papa…today….she also clinged a lot with me..as if she knnows that today is mother’s day…
