my motherhood life was tested……
it was only 1 week ago we celebrated mother’s day….and this week i am put to a test of my motherhood life….my baby jihan fell really sick….she started to have vomiting and fever….she had difficulty to sleep at night due to excessive mucus in her airway….her fever was constantly high….38.0 degrees…her flu and cough was simply terrible….
we brought her to A&E and was only given paracetamol and actifed…we thought that will cure her fast…but since yesterday, she started became more irritable…she refused her milk…but she took her porridge fairly well….she kept crying, i’m not sure whether she’s in pain or what….but at times she stop crying and sat down for a while and played with her toys…then she continued crying again….i’m really helpess now, not knowing how else to comfort her…
i hold her, pat her back, sing to her but nothing put her cry to stop…..ya Allah, please make my baby healthy again…i really miss her smile and laughter…please protect her from all danger….amin….
last night i was oncall…i cannot sleep at all after my hubby sms me that jihan had not stopped crying for almost 2 hours…..i wanted to be by her side at that time but i can’t…today my hubby is oncall….he has the same worry as i did last night…when he called just now, i cried coz i felt so helpless not knowing what to do….
